me

i never woke up today-you can look up pappers and eye witness acounts - but i dyne all of it. i never left this bed. mary palmer woke up in a groggy state to a morning that was neigher good nor bright.mary had a hard time going about her dayily life without me; i realy should not abandan her like that, it was selfish and now she is angry with me.
mary was extremly hungry this morning - maybe she was trying to fill the hole i had left in her, maybe its hhormons, and maybe its something i havent even thought of.i have no idea, i gave up on trying to understand that girl long before her parents did
there is something that seperates us from other humans. like a negitive space of one way glass- where i can see the people, talk to them, adapt to their enviernment ; but i cant touch them. it was gone today- so maybe it is me- maybe i aleinate mary from the rest of her kind. but i wont leave her- she may find joy playing gitty with her friends- but you cant laugh without any breath